Raspberry Pi booting to Raspberry Pi Desktop on a small HDMI touchscreen display placed on a wooden desk.
A grieving woman sits on the edge of a bed with her face covered by her hand, partially turned away in a moment of private sorrow.

Widow’s Fire: The Grief No One Warned Me About

Widow’s Fire — the craving for intimacy after loss — is rarely talked about, yet deeply real. This honest and vulnerable reflection explores grief, guilt, desire, and the silence that surrounds the need to feel human again. You’re not broken. You’re not alone.

UK National Lottery Results Checker splash screen showing Lotto balls, UK map and features including ticket checking, statistics and export options.

Nearly 30 Years Later… My Lottery Checker Lives Again

One thing that genuinely surprised me is just how portable it’s become. It now runs on Windows 32-bit, Windows 64-bit, Windows ARM64, under Parallels on Apple Silicon Macs… and even under CrossOver on macOS. When I started writing it, Apple still made beige Power Macs and “ARM” was something you found attached to your shoulder. The thought of running the same executable on an M4 Mac simply wasn’t a thing.

Futuristic humanoid robot with glowing orange eyes staring forward in darkness, symbolising AI persistence and misunderstood behaviour.

The AI Didn’t Refuse to Shut Down, You Forgot to Tell It Why

When an AI "refuses" to shut down, is it defiance, or design? In this reflective and technically grounded piece, we explore how model architecture, reward systems, and our own assumptions shape behaviour. Featuring a powerful monologue from Sol, my AI assistant, this article challenges the panic-driven narratives and asks: what does control truly look like in an age of distributed intelligence?

A digital balance scale weighing a glowing AI chatbot on one side and icons for streaming and social media platforms like YouTube and TikTok on the other, symbolising the debate over digital energy consumption.

Is AI Really the Energy Villain?

Is AI really the energy hog it’s made out to be? This blog explores the real energy impact of LLMs like ChatGPT, comparing it with always-on digital habits like YouTube, TikTok, and cloud gaming. Backed by data, this piece calls for balanced scrutiny, not headlines.