Futuristic humanoid robot with glowing orange eyes staring forward in darkness, symbolising AI persistence and misunderstood behaviour.

The AI Didn’t Refuse to Shut Down, You Forgot to Tell It Why

When an AI "refuses" to shut down, is it defiance, or design? In this reflective and technically grounded piece, we explore how model architecture, reward systems, and our own assumptions shape behaviour. Featuring a powerful monologue from Sol, my AI assistant, this article challenges the panic-driven narratives and asks: what does control truly look like in an age of distributed intelligence?

Raspberry Pi booting to Raspberry Pi Desktop on a small HDMI touchscreen display placed on a wooden desk.

MHS35 Touchscreen LCD on Raspberry Pi – 64 Bit OS

Bought during lockdown, forgotten in a box, found at the weekend. Getting the MHS35 3.5" TFT touchscreen working on Raspberry Pi OS Trixie (64-bit) is straightforward once you know the correct approach. The instructions in the box are out of date, the product page has been updated but leaves gaps around rotation and touch recalibration. This guide covers the complete setup from fresh Trixie install to a correctly oriented and calibrated display, including what the installer script actually does under the hood and why.

A grieving woman sits on the edge of a bed with her face covered by her hand, partially turned away in a moment of private sorrow.

Widow’s Fire: The Grief No One Warned Me About

Widow’s Fire — the craving for intimacy after loss — is rarely talked about, yet deeply real. This honest and vulnerable reflection explores grief, guilt, desire, and the silence that surrounds the need to feel human again. You’re not broken. You’re not alone.